Depression? 05/31/2009

I don’t know if its depression or mood swings but I’m starting to lose my confidence again. My confidence is based on mood and awareness. I dunno, my confidence is relatively weak since my self-esteem in pretty low when I remember what kinda person I was in Primary. This might link with the fact that I don’t know how to deal with females. Some of the reasons why I am bad with females is because I don’t understand them, I can’t tell if they are lying and I don’t know if I can say romantic stuff.

Really regretting my primary school days.

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Looking Back in Primary School Yearbook 05/28/2009

My two friends and I were talking about our Primary School days. When I came back home I looked back at my yearbook and it was so nice to see the people i went to school with before.

I kinda feel guilty remembering my past school me. You see I was very annoying back in primary school. I changed a lot since primary. I probably changed since I realized how annoying I was back in primary. I think the best thing I should do is to probably apologize to everyone from primary.

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Probability of Breakdancing Discontinuation 05/28/2009

Yesterday my friend Kevan, who encouraged me to do Breakdancing, that he was going to stop breakdancing. He says that next term’s breakdancing would be the same as this term’s because some new people are going to join. That means I have to quit as well because I want to do the same sport as Kevan.

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Ranking in Maths 05/28/2009

My best subject would have to be maths. It’s just so much more easier studying for solving numbers instead of words or dates. Plus, maths would never have assignments while other subjects tell you to research or essay something.

Yesterday I got my ranking according to my two common tests this year. First test I was 9th (98%) and the second I was 33rd (85%) and my overall rank is 21st (91.5%). There are approximately 150 and I really thought my second test would take my overall rank down. Turns out many people found the test hard.

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The Environment Committee 05/26/2009

I joined the Environment Committee today with Chad and the amount of people already joined surprised me. I didn’t really think there’d be 88 people in our school that’d actually care for the environment.

Me joining the Environment Committee was two fold:
1 – It is supposed to be good when I try to look for a job in the future.
2 – I always wanted to care for the environment.

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Keith 05/26/2009

My opinion of Keith changed last night. I have always taken Keith as just a shallow person. We were talking about the formal and we started discussing things like crushes and who might we take to the formal. Keith may be a person who keeps getting picked on but I think he also has feelings.

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History Test 05/25/2009

I will try to post at least one per day but this post will be the only post today because I need to study for a History Test tomorrow. Rumour has it that it doesn’t have an extended response question, I hope it’s true!

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Cool? 05/24/2009

My friend, Jenny, said that I am different on Windows Live Messenger than I am in real life… She describes it as cool (but really meaning offensive). I think its because I get more time to think of what to say next than I do in real life. This should mean that the me on Windows Live Messenger is the me I want to be and the me in real life is the real me. I don’t get it though. How am i ‘cool’ on Windows Live Messenger?

Another thing, since I live in Australia and my family is Cantonese, I can only communicate my feelings fluently with English. My dad thinks that I am offending him by using English… Well i do sometimes but thats only because I was trying to be funny. Of course he doesn’t get my English jokes so he thinks I’m offending him.

It also may be because I’m trying to be sarcastic (since I like ‘Chandler Bing’ from ‘Friends’). I like ‘Chandler’ so much that a part of him is in me. Jenny (another ‘Friends’ fan) thinks that I seem like Joey more. It may be because of my natural reactions to things…

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Drinking? Already? 05/24/2009

Last night (or this morning) I stayed up to 1:30pm because my friend was drunk and she wanted some company.

She was talking about some other girl who was also drunk and she was worried to the fact that she might have gotten raped.

I think its weird for year 10s to drink already. Alcohol is a substance that destroys brain cells. Why would they drink when they’re still in school? I don’t see the appeal to drink alcohol yet probably because I have never even taken a sip of alcohol.

My friend last night soon feel asleep but I was still worried that she’d wake up and find that I’m not there so I left my phone number. It’s next morning and she never called me so I guess she’s fine now.

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Function 05/23/2009

I am going to post my works in this category. Maybe some readers may give me some comments.

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